It happened just out of our expectation
It all started on 2nd March 2011, we both were certain of each other's feeling but we've been denying and lying to ourselves for quite some time already. I of course know that how others might feel... Exchange partner? Revenge? Too lonely and got hooked up on each other? Or just spent too much time going thru bad times together? Yes, I've thought of all these and I have to admit.
I understand clearly of the situation and that's the reason why I've been denying and avoiding going deeper from the friendship we've built out of the betrayal from both of our partner.
Finally, on a midnight, I was drunk with my friend and trying to get home driving like a mad F1 driver. He waited near my place and insisted to talk to me. Cut the story short... He asked for my hand and... We're on.
Before you say "Penny, do you know what the hell you are doing???"... I wanna explain that... Yes, I know. And in fact, I don't feel all good to end up with him.
He is not like Kevin, nothing like him at all. I'm not treating him as his replacement and I of course can only hope he's not making me as her replacement.
He is able to give me all the trust that I need after this case. He is not the sweet talk type, he don't tell me 100 things he can do for me...
I can't be sure he's the one, but I have more faith in him... I hope... I can only hope everything will turn out good with the minimal blessings from my friends.
