I've Been Sick So Often Lately
I'm sick... again...
I was talking to a good friend of mine yesterday and I remembered clearly I mentioned to him that the incident is now being read as 5 months ago.
Time flies...
Thinking of what I've been doing this 5 months, nothing but crazy stuff. I don't recall my self sleeping before 2am. I only remember I slept 2 - 3hrs the past few nights. I club, drink, drunk, smoke and starve myself simply becos of my bad lifestyle, I lost appetite tremendously.
It's scary when I think back, but I can't help it... I'm still like this now...
But I wish to change and go back to a healthier lifestyle. I feel really suffocating, I don't like to be sleepy every single day at work. It's driving me nuts!
And I don't wanna fall sick so often...
I wish to stay at home more, I love spending time in my room, it's comfortable and safe.
I hope... This is my right path, I'm already on it, walking forward...
I hope for a change in my lifestyle, happier and healthier...
God Bless
