Nothing to explain, Nobody to justify, No time to prove...
I think the title is the best quote I've ever made, seriously...
I always say that it's so difficult to describe my feeling deep under but now I've found the right words, put them together just like this and voila... That's how simple it is!??!!
I know, I know... I know I can't turn back time. I know what I've missed, I've missed eventually. I'm adapting survival skills from my past "experience". I don't even bother to blame myself cos it's completely not my fault to become this crazy, I can be laughing at this moment, the next minute I'm already crying, what are all these? I don't really know... Seriously I don't really know...
I don't even know how long I can stand this kind of imbalances... SO SUFFOCATING!!!!
I'm dealing with imaginations of their past, dealing with blames and narrow eyes from people around me, dealing with curses, dealing with closest people saying I must have lost my brain to make such decision, one even decided to "unfriend" me because of this decision.
I dunno how to deal with my own emotions already, I'm officially going crazy... INSANITY KILS!!!
